It doesn't get any easier...
Jul. 23rd, 2003 08:13 amBack when I was at Borland, there was a fellow there who was a real wheeler-dealer. He was also eternally in some kind of financial hot water (with the IRS, various hotels,... you name it). And yet, he soared through life like an eagle, seemingly oblivious to the hounds yapping at his heels. The last I'd heard, he'd made his million in the glory days of the Internet bubble, and then lost it when the bubble burst. I hope he's doing well, though I wouldn't bet blindly on the outcome.
As for myself, I cannot help but get upset to the point of inactivity when confronted by less-than-pleasant news, especially of the financial variety. For some small time, I kind of sit there and internalize the pain, visualize yet another hemhorrhage of cash from my bruised and battered accounts, wonder whether the struggle is worth the effort, and desire nothing more than to retreat into a shell.
And being far from home doesn't exactly help, as it exacerbates the feeling of helplessness. OTOH, I am here doing what I do best.
Throw in the fact that I hardly noticed the cat last night and may have actually gotten a reasonable night's sleep, and maybe life isn't so bad.
* * * I tried to do a little work on Doug and Kat's Perl script yesterday, and it's fortunate that I started by backing up the working script on their Web site. When I worked on their site a few days ago, I was on a Linux box, from which I had no trouble issing chmod commands via the ftp client. Yesterday, while backing up the file, I found out that the ftp client on a Windows-based computer has no such capability (or that it's hidden in a manner that is not obvious to me).
Anyway, it's time to get ready for the day, which will consist of another mind-expanding session at the Execute Package.
Cheers...
As for myself, I cannot help but get upset to the point of inactivity when confronted by less-than-pleasant news, especially of the financial variety. For some small time, I kind of sit there and internalize the pain, visualize yet another hemhorrhage of cash from my bruised and battered accounts, wonder whether the struggle is worth the effort, and desire nothing more than to retreat into a shell.
And being far from home doesn't exactly help, as it exacerbates the feeling of helplessness. OTOH, I am here doing what I do best.
Throw in the fact that I hardly noticed the cat last night and may have actually gotten a reasonable night's sleep, and maybe life isn't so bad.
Anyway, it's time to get ready for the day, which will consist of another mind-expanding session at the Execute Package.
Cheers...