Getting the hint, and the lead out...
Apr. 8th, 2006 08:26 pmI am almost certain there is some hardware issue that's causing my desktop to keep BSODing me. And it may be related to heat and/or dust, I don't know. What I do know is that I've experienced three unscheduled work interruptions today, as ntoskrnl.exe decided it couldn't handle things any more.
Together with the huge files received yesterday, I got a laundry list of desired items to translate, mostly figures, tables, and the table of contents. At first, when I reviewed what was to be done, I thought it wasn't much and agreed to Do The Whole Thing™.
Today, when it came down to actually doing the work, for a while I had myself convinced I had bitten off more than I could chew. Fortunately, just a few minutes before my desktop BSODed me for the third time, I reconvinced myself that I had the measure of the work, and that future crashes notwithstanding, I ought to be able to deliver the finished product on time.
* * * I sort of forgot to mention it yesterday, but I spent a couple of hours implementing a brainstorm that hit me squarely between the running lights shortly after sitting down to work. It's too long and complex to go into right now, as I am well and sickly tired of sitting at a keyboard, but I figured it would cost no more than $60 to try out (not counting the time investment), so I went for it.
These moments of stark clarity, where everything meshes just so, are rare enough. Typically, though, the technical skills I've spent a lifetime honing start to chip away at the edifice, looking for fatal flaws.
The thing is, it's not the fatal flaws that kill ideas in the end, it's allowing a collection of non-fatal flaws to dim the enthusiam and the passion, bringing you back to the mundane and the humdrum.
In one sense, today was no different: After coming up with a great idea, I started coming up with reasons why it wouldn't work.
In another sense, today was completely different: Having taken the first step (implemeting a prototype and approaching a potential future client with it), some as-yet unused part of my brain began to chip away at the flaws, not in the sense of determining that potential problems don't exist, but in the sense of okay, so, what are we going to do to overcome them?
Despite the buoyant effect, I am one tuckered out puppy. I think it'll be one quick surf around the block and then off to watch some tube.
Cheers...
Together with the huge files received yesterday, I got a laundry list of desired items to translate, mostly figures, tables, and the table of contents. At first, when I reviewed what was to be done, I thought it wasn't much and agreed to Do The Whole Thing™.
Today, when it came down to actually doing the work, for a while I had myself convinced I had bitten off more than I could chew. Fortunately, just a few minutes before my desktop BSODed me for the third time, I reconvinced myself that I had the measure of the work, and that future crashes notwithstanding, I ought to be able to deliver the finished product on time.
These moments of stark clarity, where everything meshes just so, are rare enough. Typically, though, the technical skills I've spent a lifetime honing start to chip away at the edifice, looking for fatal flaws.
The thing is, it's not the fatal flaws that kill ideas in the end, it's allowing a collection of non-fatal flaws to dim the enthusiam and the passion, bringing you back to the mundane and the humdrum.
In one sense, today was no different: After coming up with a great idea, I started coming up with reasons why it wouldn't work.
In another sense, today was completely different: Having taken the first step (implemeting a prototype and approaching a potential future client with it), some as-yet unused part of my brain began to chip away at the flaws, not in the sense of determining that potential problems don't exist, but in the sense of okay, so, what are we going to do to overcome them?
Despite the buoyant effect, I am one tuckered out puppy. I think it'll be one quick surf around the block and then off to watch some tube.
Cheers...